Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Dear Diary,...The plan

Dear Diary,
            I’m craving good sex. I met a couple online and we have been texting, and talking for the past few months, and I think I’m ready to meet them in person. They live in Brooklyn so that’s a good hour and some change away. They don’t drive, so I don’t have to worry about bumping into them, or have them rolling up to my house. I think I’m going to see them next week. I got a plan.

So next week came, and Natasha was ready to put her plan into action. This weekend she was taking her kids into the city to stay with her mom over night. Of course she was going without Mike; he never liked traveling more than 20 minutes away from home. I guess he thinks that the house will disappear if he is gone too long. After dropping off the kids, Natasha planned to meet up with Doug and Tina. It was 6pm, they were expecting her at about 8pm. Natasha was nervous, but too curious to back down. She planned on meeting them at a little café/bar in downtown Brooklyn.
Natasha arrived around 7:30. She headed straight for the restroom to freshen up her make –up. Natasha didn’t wear much make just a little accentuate her almond-shaped eyes and a fresh coat of lip gloss shine on her full lips. It was early October, so it was still warm in the city. Natasha wore a fitted red sleeveless dress and sexy black stiletto heels. Just in case the night went as she expected, she made sure she had cute lingerie that matches her dress. Underneath her dress she has on a red sheer bustier with a matching thong. Yeah, she was ready.
When she stepped out of the restroom, her eyes locked with a guy standing at the bar. Natasha immediately recognized him, it was Doug. A little shorter than what she expected, but she was still feeling him, and she could tell he liked what he saw. She smiled, and then scanned the room for Tina. There she was sitting alone at a table, near the bar, but not too far from the door. Natasha walked slowly towards the table, and sat right next to Tina. “Hi, Tina right? I’m Nina.”
Tina looked a little nervous. “Nina! Oh, hi you’re here early, I was expecting to have at least one drink before you got here.”
“Well, do you want me to leave?” Natasha asked with a smile. “Please stay, don’t leave yet,” whispered a voice, from behind her. It was Doug. “Hey Doug!”
Tina interjected,”Oh, please stay, I’m just a little nervous. This is my first time.”
“Oh, chile please, me too, but y’all seemed so cool, I didn’t mind coming to meet you.”
“So, what can I get you to drink?” Doug asked flashing a perfect smile. “ I’ll take a chocolate martini please.” Doug, went back to the bar to get her drink. Natasha turned around and looked at him walk away, then turned to Tina. “Nice, guy.”
Yeah, he’s a sweetie,” remarked Tina as she sipped her drink. Natasha smiled because she could tell Tina was loosening up a bit. For some reason, Natasha felt more comfortable knowing that Tina was nervous. “Yeah, you’re nice too.” Natasha said with a seductive smile. “I really like your shirt.” Natasha reached out and touch her shirt slightly brushing Tina’s breasts.” Tina squirmed a little in her chair. Just then, Doug returned to our table with my martini. “Thanks.”
“My pleasure. I’m going to hit the men’s room.” Doug uttered with a sly grind. I know he saw me touch Tina’s breast, and he was just trying to get her to warn up to the idea. Tina was a nice looking woman. She wore braids that she had out in loose curls, She wore a low cut purple knit top that showed off the fullness of her cleavage, and the shape of her hard nipples piercing through. “So, Tina, you like girls? Have you ever been with a girl?” Tina hesitated for a second, then answered. “No, I’ve never been with a girl, but I always wanted to.” Right on time, Doug walked back in. “So how’s everything ladies?”
“Good,” we both said with a giggle.
“So do you guys live close by?” I asked.
“Just down the block” blurted Tina.
Doug chimed in,“yeah, we can give you a quick tour. No, pressure of course.”  
            “Oh, no pressure, at all, I would love to get a tour.” Oh, yeah. Game on!

Natasha's Lonely Nights

It’s hard to sleep anymore. I’m up almost every night watching freaking infomercials, actually tempted to buy some junk. I’m not a doctor, but I’m sure that a lack of sex has negative affects on the brain. I need to Google that.  The massager was doing the trick for a while until I almost electrocuted myself. How the hell could I explain that shit in the emergency room.  So I’m on the net in chat rooms flirting. I can fanaticize right. That won’t hurt any. Since I am fantasizing, I might as well explore by deepest, darkest desires. I’ve always liked women, my husband, Mike knows that. I thought it was every guy’s fantasy to have three-some with two women, but not Mike. He looks at me differently since we got married. Sex is for having kids, or for a quickie, not for mutual pleasure.
            So I made a online profile, Nina, (I always like that name, I never used my real name) married, bisexual, likes flirting, nice conversation, needs to be discreet. I used my cell to take a discreetly seductive ass-pic in the bathroom. I must admit the pic even turned me on, damn girl you still got it. I got a hit almost immediately. Couple seeks female. Wow, is this real. “Hey what’s up Sexy. This is Doug and Tina”
“Hey, Doug, this is Nina. What’s up?”
“You, We like your pic and profile. Me and girl were looking to have some fun, kick it, hook up, hang out, what ever.” My mind was swooning. Doug and Tina were a hot couple. Doug chocolate brown skin tone, he looked like he works out. He has really nice lips, with a goatee, and should length locks. Tina a cute round face, braids, she was a little bigger than me. Extremely  top heavy, and a huge ass. “Well, how do I know it’s not just you acting like you are couple.” I replied. I am very skeptical, you can never bee too sure. I ‘m entering unchartered territory . “ So Doug, how do I know if Tina is really down for all of this.”
“Well I can have her call you….” Oh my goodness, this is soooooooooo tempting. 

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Natasha's Dairy

Dear Diary,
It’s been 7 years that I've been married to Mike, and I'm starting to feel "the itch". I really don't know how much longer I can go on like this. It's been two months since we had sex, and I'm starting to lose it. So many things have crossed my mind: Is he cheating? Have I lost sex appeal? Does he have a medical problem? Should I move on? I don't know. Every time I mention it, he changes the subject or looks at me with a blank stare then ignore me. What the hell am I suppose to do? Nobody ever told me that your husband could possibly want to stop having sex. I'm only 33; I am nowhere near my sexual peak!


Everything in the media always points to women being the ones denying their man "the cookie". Last night, I lied right next to Mike in the bed, masturbating with this massager I bought from Walgreens. I know he felt the buzzing. I'm sure he heard me moaning, as I rocked my body back and forth, tossing my legs from side to side, but what did he do? Just turned his back towards me and snored. I was so fucking psst! So what did I do? Well. I imagined that fine ass chocolate brother at work, Kevin, with the Colgate smile, had his head nestled between my thighs, while I rubbed the massager in circles over the crotch of my lace panties until I reached a climax. Now I can finally sleep. Mmmm, sweet dreams 
:-).